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Have you ever felt invisble..not wanted to be invisible (I think we've all felt that at one point or another) But really felt like whatever you do or say or feel is unimportant?

Wow I have no recollection of writing this. It's amazing how true it can still be even when surrounded by others.

How do I stay true to my convictions of forgive and move on when old suspicions rear their ugly heads? How do I trust single thing you say when I've seen proof that you're lying. How can I trust anything when I know you're lying about that. Why doesn't the fact that I've told you that it bothers me cause any change in the behavior. I know what you've said is the reason you do it...but would you be that calm ifbit was me who was doingb it? I thought about it

Dismissed? Like nothing you have to say or do is even worth noticing to others? I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself this morning....

So I'm re-reading Desperate Measure by VVC - great story, even if it isn't Snarry. (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4228464/1/Desperate_Measures)

And the Gryyf's are explaining the Great Square to Hermione. Anyways..I just realized (after how many years since CoS) Knockturn Alley = Nocturnally?

I feel like a dork

PS-I really need a mood for PMSing

Happy Mother's Day to me :-) Took my mom to the cruise terminal this morning, what a pain it is to find and get to. She's gone for a week, so next Sunday I get to go pick her up. Other then that, B & I went to Sunday Brunch, then went to the Humane Society to see the animals and pet the kitties..I do kinda miss having a pet (no the fish doesn't count)but I don't miss cleaning up after it, or having to buy it food...you know the responsibility aspect of it. I told B that if she could keep the living room clean for a month we could discuss if we'll get a pet. But since she chose to go outside and play rather than clean up, we are off to a slow start.

Took B to the Farmer's Market today, I was hoping to find some green beans, but all I could find was asparagus (Yuck) Well they had these oldies playing quite loudly, and of course I know all the words, so I was walking through the parking lot singing aloud. B turns to me and says "Mom, please don't do that. We're in public." So of course I then sing louder. I can see her blushing out of the corner of my eye, and caught the eye of the random person walking by. I got her even more when I said to the random person "Isn't it fun to embarrass your kids?" (B is 11)
Sorry had to share :-)